Self harm.

I dunno. It's just that the razor is the only one available when i need someone.

used to cut but then I stopped. I was really good for a few months, but lately I’ve felt like cutting again — and then tonight I actually did. Now what do I do?

That guy up there that loves me the same,Even though im a mess.

I've been very stressed and broken these past few weeks? Months? I dont know. I realized that i was far from my creator. He's the one that i'm supposed to call. But i didn't. I dont know why. Maybe because my problems took over me. Trust him. Only him. He has plans for you! <3

bestfriends? no. strangers.

"if she really wants to be your friend, she would've stayed.."  -Andrea. 



but no. you left. replaced me like it was my job. well thanks. but i realized that i don't need you. not in a million years. i'm not gonna regret this. but you are. and if you're reading this, Have a nice life. I DONT NEED YOU.

...........

i saw you walking along the hallway. my classroom a few steps away. i felt a Wave of anger flow through me. hatred. i was confused back then. it's been six months since i walked away. i haven't heard from you. i wished you talked to me. i miss you. Four months before your big day. i can't wait for you to get out and go to college. you're making my life harder. i hope you knew..everything.