You know what's funny?

Is that, those people i call "friends" are not my friends. And all of a sudden, they tell me the needed space. And yeah, funny and depressing at the same time. Why? Because they're supposed to accept me for WHO I AM. And i guess they failed at that. And i realized it's not my loss. It's theirs. They just lost a friends who cares alot. And what's wrong with me is that i'm too nice, and i care a lot. I'm tired of pretending to be someone i'm not. I wanna be someone i want to be. I wanna be myself. And i'm sure someone will love me for who i really am. And i guess i dont need people like them. People who just leave me hanging. Yeah, i may have a few friends left. But one thing for sure, they're real.

"You dont have to change for people who dont appreciate you."
-trisha magen ortego chua.


PICTURES OF MY REAL FRIENDS <3

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Nasasabi niyo yan kasi di niyo nararamdaman yung nararamdaman ko. Nasasabi niyo yan kasi OKAY KAYO AKO HINDI. nasasabi niyo yan kasi NASASAKTAN AKO KAYO HINDI. Nasasabi niyo yan kasi wala kayong pakielam. Kung di niyo ko maintindihan,naiintindihan manahmik nalang kayo.

KASI NAMAN. PWEDE BANG AKO NALANG?

Eto lang ako oh. :| :( LASLAS PULSO KAIN BUBOG TALON 6TH FLOOR

But baby there you go again,there you go again making me love you;Just a dream

"I came back for you. I love you. I had to cry and force my mom to bring me back here. I cried so hard"

His words before i woke up. That dream i had last night was weird. I mean yeah he left the country to go to back to korea. Yeah we had a thing. Not a relationship but close to that. Mutual understanding. Why did he come back? Why was he the one i was dreaming about?